This is a diary about the things that go on in mah sad lil world...
4/14/02 12:51 a.m.-Well I have nothing to write in here right now but tomorrow I will...like I have said many of times before...I am going to write in here whenever I feel like it...and right now I am really tired from working really hard on this site...I hope ya like it...lata 4/15/02 10:09 p.m.-My weekend sucked, I had to clean out mah dead rats cage that was infested with maggots...and it was full of rain water from when we had those big storms a few weeks ago...and it smelled horrible..it makes me sick just think about it. I am almost done getting out the kinks on mah web sites, it's very nerve-racking. Tomorrow we have TAAS and I am so not ready for it. We have math and that's mah worst subject so ya know how that goes but I mean as long as I take mah time I should be ok right? I should be in bed right now but I'm not...I'm waiting for mah fav show to come on...it's called bug juice and its on disney and it is about this camp and they like pick kids and they document what goes on here during the summer. Casey got mad @ me today for blowing her off at lunch today for Sammy but we talked about it and we're cool now. I have to go now cuz mah parents are nagging me to get off...I love some ppl lata 4/18/02 4:54 p.m.-My da sucked. But today was a b-day so it asnt all that bad but still it sucked b/c I found out that this girl that I confronted yesterday about one of mah friends and her boyfriend snitched on me to the asst. principle and now I'm not in trouble but he isnt too happy with me and then one dude tells me that someone wants to kick my ass but wont tell me who and he said not to worry about it but coming from him I prolly dont have to worry about it. Mr. Fio (the asst principle for 7th grade) said that I shouldnt feed off of what mah friends tell me (Samantha) and so he told me that we should cool it for now but I wasn't the bitch who started it, the one who said it in the first place was the one who started this who big mess and Dr. Galloway (8th grade ass.t principle) asked if I would get into trouble becuase or for mah friends and I said that I would because I know they they would do it for me...or I hope they would do it for me..yea they will, I have no doubts. Well, I got to put the "g" to the "o" and go cuz I am not supposed to be on the computers doing this type of stuff @ the school that I go to after school...talk to ya later...I love everyone...esp. u! 4/21/02 8:53 p.m.-This weekend wasnt the best of all weekends...I was really sick Friday night but I am feeling alot better. Jason is coming tonight...I hope...around 10 or so. I am really excited to see him! Braden tore a muscle off his shoulder so he has to wear a sling for 6 weeks which means that we cant skate or blade or anything, so the nest 6 weeks r going to be so boring. O well. I am gonna go and have lunch with him tomorrow at school. But then We have to go cuz we cant stay there bcuz his mom has classes so we r gonna go there after school. It's fun cuz I get to se Brian. He is so hott! But so r alot of other ppl. I dont like Andy anymore. Samantha and Jason made me realize that I shouldnt sit around and wait for a guy the way that I have waited for him. It's stupid. And Samantha told me the perfect thing to say..."I dont like u anymore"..and when he asks why I am gonna say "I have better things to do"...I need to tell him soon. Well Carly is waiting so I g2g. I love...everyone but Andy. 4/22/02 10:57 a.m.-This day was going to be perfect until I found out that Jason had to go no call and couldnt come. I am so mad and sad and ugh. I wanted to see him so bad...and today would have been perfect..no mom, no dad, brother is here but so clueless that well...ya know what I mean right? Well I am talkin to Carly online and Jason on the phone and I dont want to keep them waiting so I'll write more in here tonight...and I cant go and have lunch with Braden cuz I cant find mah house key. Everything is going wrong today. Jason says hi. I g2g. I love....everyone but Andy. 4/23/02 4:52 p.m.-SaMaNtHa MiGhT bE gEtTiNg HeR bRaCeS oFf ToDaY! Well I wont know untill I dont see her tomorrow. She said that if they look bad then she wont come to school tomorrow...untill next week...which I think is total bullhockey but then again I am not the one who just got mah braces off. My dog had to go to the vet today to have 2 teeth pulled b/c they had like root infections or something like that. My mom should be home any minute know with her. I am home alone. I like being home alone. I am not very social at home so I cant wait unitl I have my own apartment. When my dad finally gets off his lazy ass and decides to design a house and build it...he is gonna build and apartment over the garage that we'll live in untill our other house is done and I dont care how much mah parents dont want me to, I am so moving into the garage apartment. That would be some awesome shit right there. Well I got to go...I love...I dont know who I love. 4/25/02 9:45 p.m.-Smokie didnt gether braces off...she has to have them on for a lil while longer...and then the next time she goes they are coming off for sure...we had a marker fight today after school whit me Smokie, Zach, and Nathan. it was alot of fun...I bought more markers tonight for tomorrow...it is going down tomorow...I mean we are going all out...or at least thats what planned...I have a head ache and my stomach hurts. Today was very boring. I got Smokie and I a notebook...it is alot easier...or I think it'll be alot easier. I got marker all over mah back from Nathan..I think I like him. He is really nice and funny and flirts alot...and of course I am flirting alot back so ya know...well Smokie is gonna ask him who he likes. She said that he is a great boyfriend...I hope I get to test that out for my self...but I want to get to know him betta..I think...O well..i got to put to the g to the o and go cuz I am so tired and I have to get up mah energy cuz tomorrow is an a-day and those are busy...and plus for the ,arker fight after school tomorrow...it is really sad when ur in 8th grade and the highlight of ur day was getting marked on with markers like kindrgardeners...but it is really alot fo fun...lata ppl. I love too many ppl.. 4/27/02 8:21 p.m.-Ugh. Today my mom and I went to go and look for my 8th grade dance dress and I thought it couldnt have spagheti straps so we were looking all over for ones that didnt have spagheti straps and then when I came home and asked Pie what the guidelines were she said that the only one was no formal and no strapless meaning that we can have straps...so basically this day was a waste b/c I could have gotten a dress if I would have known the rules. I think that we shouldnt have any "dress code" at all...well maybe no formals but o well. Yesterday I had a lil convo with Bradens dad and he basically told me that he didnt want me to hang out with Braden anymore b/c I am bad influence b/c I told him the truth...he asked if I liked to get my self into situations where I might get caught by the cops and I said that yea its fun when I am in the mood...and I am hardly ever in the mood unless I am around mah cousins...which i only see about 3x a year if that...and I totally reassured him that when Braden and I are out riding that I dont want to get him into situations like that but he doesnt believe me so I got pissed off and blew up in his face. He couldnt say shit. It was funny. So from now on I cant hang out with Braden. I am so pissed. And this whole thing got started when I told him that we might go out and wrap a house...he totally blew this out of proportion. I am gonna still hang out with Braden though...secretly of course...well at his school isnt really secret but I am going to talk to his mom about it b/c she is like another mom to me...we are really close and she knows that I like to hang out with Braden and he likes to hang out with me and a few words aren't going to stop us...she'll talk to him...I hope...she is alotmore understanding than Bradens dad...he is such an asshole.
6/24/02 10:20 p.m. hmm almost 2 months since i wrote in here 2....well not alot has happened in my all around world...only my guy thingy so if ya wanna know go to guys guys guys and read the last entry. but i am gonna put it here 2. well smokie introduced me to todd and i am so happy b/c i really really really really really really really like him alot. he is so sweet and sexy and a really good kisser. we went out for like 3 weeks and then we broke up to get to know each other better. i cant wait to go out again. ummmm braden's mom is getting a new car. an infinity. its nice. i went with them today to test drive that and a mercedez or how ever it is spelled. i like the way the infinity drove but the mercedez had more space. i would pick the inifinty out of the 2 of them. but i am still in love with my trucks. well i am positive in love todd. but i g2g cuz i am talking so samantha...someone who actually likes my web site viv. and im not a virgin u hoe.
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